I love you because I hate you

Faces of Love

You hate me….

But in fact you desperately love me.

You curse me….

But all you want to say is sorry.

Your hurt me….

But all you want is to find the right words.

You run away from me….

But all you want is to be with me.

You lie to me…

But all you do is avoiding to face the truth.

You cheat on me…

But all you do is blindfolding yourself.

Faces of love are as various and unique as human faces are. We say we love someone and we do as thought we hate this person more than anyone in the world. We fight the ones we love so we will be able to leave them. We cheat on them to have a reason to be upset when the truth comes out. We lie to them to avoid to loose our face.

And yet….

We are born out of love and into love as a matter of creation and evolution. Love is the “glue and fabric” of the Creator or you might call it/him God and Allah. We treat it as “matter of fact” in daily life and we miss to feel and understand, that there is no single Love but Love IS. We learn to love again because we forgot that we are made of this fabric. We learn to hate and cheat because we need to know the balance. We experience all the faces of Love like two sides of a coin and when we finally flip the coin one more time, we will see what face will be up – Love or Hate, Truth or Lies, Trust or Distrust…

And then….

We might understand, that we can not limit the Universe or God nor ourselves and our experience. We will understand, that Love has many faces but the base is the universal fabric called “unconditional Love” given to each and every one of us and shared by all of creation. We can forget all about this, but the Universe and Love will not forget us we are part of it.

The time will come when time will erase itself– Then Now and Love will be one again, the journey into time and space will take a rest to reflect upon itself – No more black and white, good or bad, love or hate – All the faces will merge into one – the fabric called Love.

2/05 Monika