Woman inside me

To the woman inside me

To all women in this world, and for all men to feel between the lines….

Mother – today I felt your pain and agony, the pain of longing generation for generation … I cried salt and water until I finally wrote down these words…

Woman inside me, child of generations of the past and future

Mother, Grandmother, and Sister – we cry out for a miracle to happen

We wait and time is passing …

Woman inside me, child of generations of the past and future

You are there, waiting for love, warmth, and shelter when needed.

You are there, set back time and time again, left with wishes not fulfilled

You are there, crying for acknowledgement to be seen and felt

Woman inside me, child of generations of the past and future

I love you and I feel you inside myself, I understand you and yet, sometimes I don’t know how to reach out for you, how to hold and comfort you

Woman inside me, child of generations of the past and future….

We can not blame it onto outside only, because we are all the same

We can not blame it onto man, because they feel too

We can not blame it onto society and system, because we are what we blame.. Society and systems..

Woman inside me, child of generations of the past and future….

I love you, I feel you and I want to hold you in my heart to comfort you

I love you and I feel you inside me growing stronger through pain and happiness

One day, woman inside me, child of generations of the past and future

One day we will see through all this and this is my only relaxation at the moment

Faith and the inner wisdom that we are on the way – step by step

Woman – we learn by lessons in life and for good. Please forgive … yourself and all those which gave you these lessons. Don’t hide anymore, you are not alone.

Peace upon all of us – let the tears dry and the sun go up again in our heart and eyes

Monika